onness

I’m feeling creative and rolling in my mind

i am questioning everything my ego has to say

if i judge someone based on something they do i correct and show myself how i have done that or relate an experience with it and it releases the judgement

i can love myself now

so far.. things right now are feeling smooth

if our representation of life is a direct reflection of our internal realities than how can this relate to love?

do our beliefs create patterns in relationship? yes

so now looking back at it i can see how my belief that love is drama, pain and emotions directly reflects how my relationships should be for me

why do i like drama, pain and emotions - its a high and low

it’s balancing chemistry in our body

i wonder if we do things outside of what we want it must mess with the chemistry

so the labels of society we all have a story of how our lives - how we want our lives to look and be like

where is the line as to what is fated and what we control?

is there any control at all?

is our lives a predetermined set fate or is it so wide that the human mind can’t comprehend and that’s the beauty of the game

the game of life

expierience

feelings

expanding consciousness

those feelings explained

the only difference with our soul and body is that there’s flesh and nerves and veins

it feels

we come to earth to experience this feeling

to gain more knowledge of our soul

because we are everything and one, this is our experience with one

is there even a you or a me

or is it just what we are feeling that separates us

the body

the physical body

something apparent that we can see physical distance between

that we do not look like another

we only feel similar and have to base this trust on a simple wondering and what some call

intuition

a feeling

a knowing

is that enough for some to really grasp that there is no separation at all?

damn