fractals of life

its weird when we can look at our lives and see all the patterns that have repeated

seeing them kinda be created over and over again with different people

until we notice them

but its been getting really intense how i can see these patterns

especially in my life

i can see how the little details change but the storyline continues to do the same

just strange

to be in it and not know

maybe thats a thing of the past now im not sure how it all works out and how itll end but i feel a lot and its like wtf im gunna explode with energy lol where do i put it

i usually dump it in my relationship

lol but now im kinda at a point where i am dumping it into a buisness

which is great lol

but im craving the climax lol

like this visceral feeling of fuck ya ness and share it with someone lol

influence i just heard

we’ll see

xx