the beauty of everyday

yesterday was wild, energetically

this morning i woke up it was so quiet i was like wtf do i do lol

still feeling that way in certain ways

im noticing y thought processes really closely, like i can catch things sooner

but noticing the 2 worlds coliding

3d/5d

what i see externally and what im experiencing internally

the balancing of energies

noticing and feeling and correctly envisioning lol

lots of visions lately just shit that comes upand its like how do i know that lol

where the hell do i feel and see and know so clearly that that is truth

the real truth

i gues i am trusting myself more lol

like big time trusting life right now god and spirit

trusting huge of this like path im on

certainty lol aint as dramatic but it has its highs and lows too, there more balanced to

i am learning my emotional wavelength lol

my emotional reguklation

on my own

not letting other interfere, isolated, but not

people i have in my life i trust

releasing this weight of having to look behind my back all the time

i noticed this filter in my brain where i was allowing other peoples energy to infiltrate me like i was just open bevcause i feel how i look at my life

when i was a kid i had no limits like i was full bore as a kid and then i had a turning point where im in a cycle repeating and im like okay i dont want this so i change

that was a couple relationships ago where i felt like i really learnt how to handle my emotions and not mask or attack or started learning i should say

and then being able to implement to get better and better

but yeah the filter, so like i was in a phase of my life where i just had to be open because of karma i had built up in the past

and i got rid of that shit by being a push over and someone who just laid down to authority and my impulses would come out in really dark ways

now i see the darker i was gunna say darkest LOL but im manifesting balance lol so i saw some shit

lol

about me

and its ahrd

lol hard

adhd

but it was in learning myself that i could then look at my life and see okay so this is the problem i see in my life

this is how it makes me feel

i lash out or feel lost or whatever right

and then we ask so can i do anything about the problem?

well is there a way that feels good on my end that can bebeneficial to the situation?

you know ask yourself ways to see how to get out of the situation

rather than dwelling into omg this is goin on blah blah blah

and we all do

im not denying that’

but you are giving and siphoning your power from you when you say you dont know what to do or you cant do anything

then you are helpless

then you dont even have your own strength to get out of the situation

so then you suck off other people

because you dont see it

because you are not AWARE of whats actually going on

you are not seeing the full picture you are seeing your side

not being objective

you are absorbing

and thats not good

and so yeah i dont know if that helps

but thats how i kinda take myself out of situations like separate

your feelings from what your mind is saying because they can get confusing

if theyre talking at the same time lol

so you feel something and usually your brain pings

and itll give you some information

and so instead of acting on said information with more emotion

you surrender to what you are feeling and WITNESS what your brain is telling you like showing you a picture and your consciousness will know WHAT that means you know

like not always lol

some shits so cryptic that ots like wtf

and then thats where i resource tarot readinsg on youtube

i find them helpful when you feel something and that could be neergy being sent from you a cord or parasotoc energy like it can be a feeling of an environment and its the effects that that is having on you that makes the body stress

the UNAWARENESS

lol

so yeah

when we live life like this, its something that not only brings us back to god because we are listening we are present and we are conscious of our effects on humanity and the world we live in

we can really change things for ourselves its the manifestation secret for me

well theres lots but i like doing this

helps me feel connected and i like being able to share in a way that is comfortable for me lol

for now

comfort zones change lol

we all evolve

anyways, remember to detach from you manifestations and to cut cords that no longer serve you

OH SHITTTTTT!!!!
lol just thought of something else to tell you

okay so gotta figure how to deliver this

like we have society and society is like the DARK FORCES lol

its like do this and be this way because ohhhhh scary what is in the unknown its like a control thing lol but we see it play out in different ways through media etc and since we are living and in this simulation or like this video game i see it as its like we are feeling the effects of LIFE and what is going on you know like with politics, celebrities, consumerism etc

and we get caught up in it because it feels good, but it also sucks the life out of us to be running in a game that doesnt give back to us

so when we TAKE OUR POWER BACK

like we take our power back from this machine ill call it

we can literally do anything

and life is the journey of finding where we have given our power away

focus on self

it is not selfish

it is your life

your video game

your connection to god

the path

you have the power

lol

llike actually when you take it back from all this shit that people tell you are important you can fucking do anything

because releasing fear is the number one thing

fear just sucks everything dry

its a way to keep humans really low vibrational

because when we fear we dont do

and when we dont do

things are out of balance

but balance comes when humanity as a whole is vibrationally in aligmnment

and when we are in the zone, all of life on earth is in balance

we are so outta wack right now

lol

like no wonder its so hard to live were all running around rampant like we fucking know whats up and yet we all know nothing

all we know is what we experience in our minds and bodies

and people say they dont have the clairs - claircognizance is that feeling of knowing

lol they be a lot of people out here running around acting like they fucking KNOW EVERYTHING

lol i may be one, but i also know that i fucking KNOW

LOL

yeah so its kinda funny right

like make love to life

just fall in love with your life

and get to know it

be intimate with your life

because in return your life will be intimate with you

and itll be the best love letter you ever read

xx