shifting my relations

conquering energy with another

what a concept

two energies coming together and alchemizing

whatever entity was inbetween or was hindering

evolution

what is your role in these dynamics?

energy resides within us

and can be stirred with another

for great transformation

and im realizing this huge transformation now

seeing life and love with a new lense

killing the inner battle

shining light on the shadow

ahh thats why i hissed like a demon being exorcised when this all transpired

i understand now

the connection we carried

shared

the alchemy of the interaction

the separate roles

doesnt make it easier

but it makes it feel purposeful

and worthwhile

the catalyst to the greatest transformation of self

bearing witness to the truth

and loving both with a feverish desire to empower

no longer turning in fear of these heavy emotions

that can imprison

im - prison

warriors

feeling

expressing

no longer fearing these depths

and the weirdest thing about it all

these held me captive for as long as i can remember

i just needed to the alchemical reaction

i needed to be broken

i needed to be reminded

and i needed to be blessed

by the light of truth and my own soul

i am grateful

because this is the fuel i needed

to bring me to where i always knew i would go

home

thank you xx