alchemy

alchemy in our lives comes from this abilitiy to transform shit into gold

lol

thats what alchemy is turning metal into gold

so when we have these hard to deal with situations/emotions

we can feel like we have to carry it around

its in our backpack of things because it is attached to us

energetically

and so we carry it not knowing how to transform this piece of hard heavy metal into gold that we can actually benefit from

everything we experience is a lesson

as we all know

and i know that when we transform these parts of self that we are carrying into something that we can utilize we can really make our lives feel lighter

so how do we alchemize

well we turn into the magician

we have the four elements

earth

fire

water

air

earth - being grounding

fire being passion towards where we wanna go

water - being self love, love in general a love to where we are going

air - air for mental and moveability in genral

we can access these by seeing them in life

how do they move, how do we feel

we move through life in these ways where we can transform situtations

such as a fear of posting online

being seen, whatever it may be

for me thats my example

so how do we alchemize this

fire/passion - thats what i want to do

earth - grounding in who i am so im not knocked off when another energy comes at me

water - i love myself, and the content im creating i feel good about in knowing that what im creating is love

air - this is where im finding the interesting parts

this mountain we are climbing

we do not blow it up

we almost make it jelly

and feel through it

we feel these parts of ourselves and mentally

we gotta either turn it off or not listen to it lol

as these emotions pass

and welcome in love

we will always make it to where we wanna go if we love

so when we encounter these experiences of needing to mentally transmute these voices or habits

we feel - water

and mentally we flip the script

allowing ourselves to really get that initial burst of energy that we have been holding back from out

once its out and we have felt that rush

usually vulnerabilitiy and some sense of wtf was that i hate that feeling lol

i feel its differrent for everyone

we can then move these voices around

the inner critic

coming in and telling us whatever it wants

and feel

using this water element as an air sign is interesting although i have a lot of water and earth in my chart

we all have childhood trauma in some sense lol

so yeah feeling

i believe is the real apocolapse lol anywho

so we feel and we show our minds how it can benefit us now

almost like a reparenting

and we just allow

using these elements will guide us where we want to go

balancing and rebalancing its an art

and each of us have different strengths and weaknesses

but alas

we can all live the lives we want

by using alchemy