sex and abundance

sex and money are the same energy

how we feel about sex

is the same feeling that we have about money

we can have skewed visions of this though - a void between what we want and what we have in life

the matrix of there is only one way

taking creation out of life

it goes back to the annunaki lol

if we wanna go down this rabbit hole

our desires were gold

we worked for gold

so abundance

makes us feel good supposed to

its our natural drive to want more

its supposed to be for evolution

and we desire gold - abundance

it should be a healthy cycle

harvested from within and then expanded outwards

but with trauma we can have skewed realities regarding love and what we deserve

what love actually feels like to us and love is subjective to everyone

5 love languages etc

love is what we want

what feels good to us

it doesnt constrict

anything that causes instant anxiety is ego driven

intuition is starts soft and builds ive found

and with clairvoyance ive felt a knowing of truth to what i see

and until we are grounded in our own energies

we can get tossed around in a shit storm

when we’re trying to manifest abundance and a happy life

what is real what is false

it can get confusing finding alignment with ourselves

sex being a sacred act of love

ritual of exchanging energies

its the driver

love is the driver of creation

the creation of what we want

but self love is where we create for ourselves

the energy in which someone makes their money is how they feel love

some like blood sweat and tears

some like ease and stability

it’s programmed a lot of it

media and the matrix

generational beliefs passed down the family line

being shown what we want rather than experiencing it ourselves

this idea of get rich quick, lavish lifestyles

porn and disconnected versions of real experiences

its fast money and so the high, it goes away fast too

levithan energy of insatiable hunger

it will run the body down

it will run the mind down

in search for its next fix

im reading a book right now called happy money

and he talks about the energy you make your money in is how it is spent and i think that is the same for love and sex

energy drains, if we dont value the sanctity of the act it means nothing you’re dumping into something you don’t care about

everything holds energy

everything is energy

and these transfers happen with all the energies involved

regardless on whether we are conscious of this intention which we should be conscious of lol SHOULD

so this new world we are coming into energetically

is asking us to be conscious of our energetic transfers

and release all the ways we are living out of alignment

and come back to our center

into love

unconditional love of self

and other

where we can release all programs that tell us life should be hard

life should make me suffer

all the programs that are not even ours to begin with

out of alignment

as humans our birth right is to have everything we need

we would not be put here to suffer

all our suffering will bring us to the greatest pleasures in life

if we let go of the suffering

the prison of our minds lol

We have space to open and expand and also we have now transmuted dense energy and alchemically are returned with greatness

its universal law

we will be the only one who gets our self into a happy life

look at animals lol

they dont have to pay to live, own schedule, in alignment

why are humans different?

matrix and conscious thought

competition

you know list them

insecurities telling us we cant do it

we all can do what we wanna do

its usually us in the way of ourselves

and i mean this in a sense where ive been in situations where i have been anxious and made money and that is workaholism lol addiction and pushing,

being in an uncomfortable space to grow rather than surrounded by love

being in the energy of love can be uncomfortable as well

i just want more out of life its been my drive forwards

to enjoy my life

stuck between what my mind thinks i can do and what im prepared to work towards, mentally, physically etc

but seeing how far i’ve come at the same time through my journey of this life

my beliefs are that when we are in alignment we will have everything we need

and then we are at a point where we can build from there

we have to get out of the shit first

the things that tie us to these old outdated ways of thinking

around love money and sex

evolving

its like with the new world order

talking about it today, thinking globalization and how its being toyed in the news right now about Canada being apart of the states

like its a testing grounds for a bigger agenda

testing the waters of society lol

is it a bad thing?

i dont know i feel like having a stable quality of life world wide is beneficial

might suck for travelling because itll be “more expensive” but if you make a lot of money its not a problem

lol and if you live in alignment abundance follows - do what lights you up and makes you feel good

side rant lol: im tired of watching tv and seeing all these cleft lip commercials and to donate lol one channel over here

where its like if you took bill gates’ vaccine privilleges away this shit wouldnt be happening lol

being aware of this shit but not letting it rock your stability

having stability inside

and wanting to be a change maker, rebel with a cause

seeing the balance

first had to seek balance within

its not always easy to do

and we dont always know these blocks exist

some blocks feel insurmountable and yet we can walk around them

theyre mental and emotional

and have personal meaning

what my purpose in this life i truly believe

is that i am on a path where i am consciously connecting these subconscious dots

to help others

its the only thing that makes sense to me

seeing these patterns and bringing awareness to them

to be healed

shifted

evolved

we are walking projections of self

with gifts to share with others

invite love in the mix and you got abundance

oo